Salvation --> Restoration --> Redemption
Recently I found myself overwhelmed by the restoration God's doing in my life. For a long time I looked forward to a season of restoration and here it is... so why am I so dissatisfied?
At first I came down pretty hard on myself for being so ungracious. But a few weeks ago I was at an event in St. Pete worshipping with Don Potter and Jason Upton (and Michael!). I wept for 2 and a half hours. I didn't really know what was wrong, until Holy Spirit dropped a word in my heart... "redemption" and I've been thinking about that ever since.
What's the point of all this restoration if I don't allow God to use it to bring redemption for other's lives?
Now, don't misunderstand me. I don't believe that my life is salvation to anyone. However, I do believe that God has promised me to use the things I have experienced to prepare me to help others who are living through the same experiences. That's the redemption part. He's not restoring me just so I can camp out at restoration.
There is a kingdom purpose that I am only just beginning to see and understand. Like Jesus had a hope that sustained Him through His sacrifice - we have a hope before us as well.
Mostly I wanted to encourage you to look at the redemptive qualities of your life and testimony. What has He done in you and for you that could bless the people in your sphere of influence?
Selah.
Amey